Stalker

It was beautiful outside yesterday, so we decided to take the kids to Tannehill. Although, it was perfect outside, I was struggling. No sooner did we get out and start walking, I ran into a Mom and her son who appeared to have moderate-severe mental handicaps. I wanted to talk to her, but couldn't decide what to say. I followed her for quite a while and even opened my mouth to say something at one point, but stopped. She seemed unapproachable and I didn't want to upset her. After "stalking" her for a while, I lost sight of her. I started praying and asked God to please let me see her again because now I knew what I would say to her...if I was meant to talk to her. I never did see her again, which got me even more upset. I didn't know if God was trying to give me a glimpse into the future for Addie or if he was presenting me an opportunity to speak with another Mother (that I passed up) or if I was reading way too much into it all and she just happened to be enjoying the sunshine like we were. Whatever the reason, I was so upset by seeing him. I don't know what the future holds for Addie, but I know that the doctors saying she will have moderate handicaps kills me. I feel in my heart she is going to surpass all odds and will do all things that any other "typical" adult can do ..is God trying to tell me otherwise????